Inspired by Tupac: "Love is Just Complicated"

You ask me to communicate, what it is I feel within.. I search for words to assist, but how can I express that this is what was best? I think we grew apart, 2 different hearts.. & though I was into you, this was difficult from the start. Now I'm contemplating, maybe this could've waited. & my anxiety's debating, saying I should've saved it.. But I guess love is just complicated.

Love

Is 

Just

Complicated 

I thought I knew my heart's desire, but I can't take it, I'm losing my patience & I could use new winds because I'm hinged within this fire.. "A" was wrong for leading me on.. Knowing he had a family back home.. & he was keeping us alive by sacrificing time, while she would be alone. He said he could put in all his effort, & she won't do him any better, so that relationship was severed, plus, nothing lasts forever..  So I was all he needed me to be, consistently.. But I began to see, "A" was just too mixed up with "B".. Plus "C" says he's still not done with me.. But I wish he was because, he seeks his gains by causing me pain, and overlooks the fact that I think he needs to change.. so eventually, I gave "A" back to "B", and unfortunately they ended, it seems we caused such an interference with our affair, that theirs couldn't be mended. & "C"? "C" needs to get a grip, he's losing his mind, he resorts to telling lies, & anywhere he confides, he says I hurt his heart, as if he didn't break mine.. He says it's my fault he & other women can't advance.. & he even rants thinking it'll cause them to believe him & me to regret leaving him, but I feel there's just no chance..  Plus I'm not infatuated.. & can no longer maintain this flame I created, & after causing all this hatred, I guess it's safe to say that.. Love is just complicated 

Love 

Is

Just

Complicated