I managed to be stagnant until I landed in regression.. 

& lost all my former knowledge till it cost me all my blessings.. 

but bless him.. 

he’s unbothered and it’s showing. 

& for me it just got harder to move farther while he’s coasting. 
& that’s the motion.. 

cuz now he wants forgiveness..

disappear to reappear says he was handling his business. 

& it’s sad, cuz this reminds me of my dad, and how I grew to do the same.. 

so I don’t know just who to blame.. 

i lost my mind while he was gone, but to love him is insane.

your movements be so shallow.. 

but I see depth in you, how I tend to do, 

so cupid shoots me with the same stupid arrow. 

but oh my, perception changes just from pupil dilation. 

You fill me with resent, with my consent, so there’s no hatred. 

It’s not only you at fault cuz i know I play my part.. 

but i’m wise enough end this - spare the remnants of my heart.