I managed to be stagnant until I landed in regression.. 

& lost all my former knowledge till it cost me all my blessings.. 

but bless him.. 

he’s unbothered and it’s showing. 

& for me it just got harder to move farther while he’s coasting. 
& that’s the motion.. 

cuz now he wants forgiveness..

disappear to reappear says he was handling his business. 

& it’s sad, cuz this reminds me of my dad, and how I grew to do the same.. 

so I don’t know just who to blame.. 

i lost my mind while he was gone, but to love him is insane.