He could never be for me

I mean..

it’s me he seeks when I reach my peak

But when I sink my lowest, he leaves me be.

Karmically,

See..

Nothing’s happened, he’s my distraction.. to this loss, 
& at what cost, when still feel the chill of loneliness? 

It’s not worth the force of lonely sex.

& is home feeling homey yet? 

Death to worthlessness 

Another lover in my bed..

But it’s really you who knows me best.