Life is never what it seems.

We always pay a price, 

what do we sacrifice for dreams?

Avoiding all this nonsense tryna keep my conscience clean

& I get mad at me, so I’ve been coping with my insanity 

But is it all for nothing? Destruction to my anatomy 

& though I’ve already hit my low, 
my spirit wants to grow

& master mind to conquer time through universal flow

& I’ll be tryna coast, instead I’m overthinking 

Sometimes I’m in my head and then I feel my ship is sinking

Is this only of the mind?

Or am I losing time?

& holding on the line while ego leads my spirit blind?